Tortured?

I am trying to find the energy right now to clean the house. It needs it BAD!!!!!! Sometimes I just can't do it. It gets boring doing the same things day after day. My husband pointed out to me that a lot of people have to do the same thing day after day. Dang it, he's right..........guess I'm not as tortured as I thought.

Thankful

I have loved being Mom lately! It's grrreat! I think my kids are getting older and I'm not in that space of CONSTANTLY being needed any more. I am glad and sad about that at the same time. I'm trying to figure out this new stage of Motherhood. I'm having a hard time letting go of being the Mom to a baby but I am enjoying it A LOT. Weird? I guess I just didn't expect it to go by this fast. It felt so overwhelming and never ending when I was in it and now I'm like, "Oh, that was fast!".

Bad Mother?

Is it bad that I put my one year old in front of the T.V. in her highchair when I just can't do it any longer? I've decided it's survival. If I need a break and that is my only option it is okay because I will come back as a better mother after the show is over. There....I answered my own question.